Tuesday, August 27, 2013

I'm Back!!!

My last post was on my youngest daughter Jen leaving for her freshman year of college you would think from my lack of blogging that I had just stopped talking...and you would be right! I went into a state of post mommyhood depression. All of the sudden my husband is thinking hey we have our lives back just the two of us! And I am thinking accckkk my life is over!! Two different mindsets on the baby leaving the nest!!

Ha I went to the Doctor and told her I needed Prozac she prescribed it I took it I felt a bit better. Though I didn't want to stay on it too long and took myself off of it in January. Some days I am tempted to get back on the little blue pill and others pisshh forgettabout it!!

So what has changed in my life in almost a year? A whole lot and not much... LOL My weight is still the same my mental state is a bit better!! I am still in Sugar addiction but fighting it _ Jen has done her year of school and been home for the summer tho she was not home much and now is back to school. She and I went to Cambodia for a vision trip.

Cambodia - wow what a Country of contradictions. So lovely to look at - so green yet so dark at the same time Spiritually dark, The people are so sweet - happy in spite of their poverty- we can't even fathom the poverty.



 
These are 3 homes the first one those mats are beds to sleep on the holey floor the 2nd one this woman is making handles for brushes that Cat is walking ion her kitchen
the last is a drug addict prostitutes home that is all she has she was sold by her father for 500.00 it took her 7 years to pay the debt that is her whole house her kitchen ect the flood line for the alley is about 3 feet higher then her bed and kitchen .