going going gone......

going to the trailer this weekend - it should be fun bad news is we only get to go Fri and sat - as we have a party to come home for on Sat - and of course Jen teaches Sunday school and I REALLY don't want to miss this weeks sermon the spiritual warfare sermon-

Trailer so many happy memories there - kinda sad going without all the kids but how do we do this with their new found living arrangements?? Humm?

And I am almost finished with my project I am working on so it will be good to be away from it from the computer ...and when we get back it is hit the ground running Jen will have 2-a- days Mon Tues and wed and then she will know on Wed about if she makes the team....such tension and drama...

but for now for today it is trailer time....ahhhh I hear the serenity of it calling my name...the snap and crackle of the fire and the sweet smell of melting chocolate and marsh mellows....yeah that's right i skip the whole graham cracker thing go right for the good stuff!!!

how do you know???

I have words more words then most people I know I can make a trip for a root canal seem like the funniest thing in the world I can draw you into a story and make you feel like you are there.

But ask me how I know it is a God thing or it is something Evil and the words are not there I can not tell you - I can see it in my head good or evil but I have no words to express it. they say a picture is worth a thousand words and in my mind and in my heart that is true.

how do you know....
How do you know it is God? Well my heart sings it is light it is peace
How can you know it is evil? Well it is dark it is heavy it is ugly -
I feel like I can talk about the God things and it you can maybe get it but truly only a 10th of what is real the rest the 90% is so much BETTER then words -- it is the same with the Evil the Enemy- I can say dark ugly wow if you could have seen the picture of what it was the evil spirit oh gosh dark ugly doesn't come close - it is Stven King on speed-

How do you know....
I just do-
I was asked to describe how do you know something evil and evil spirit or demon has come your way lots of people can say oh I was touched by an angel - my guardian angel was there for me
Not sure how to describe being harrassed by an evil spirit - being touched in the middle of the nigth by a talon...in the middle of my back - #1 how did I know it was a talon I just knew I am not a bird freak but there ya go and I guess how do I know? because the touch brought terror and it was gone in flash with the name of Jesus -

it was not just bad pizza...LOL

I am a junkie....

a TLC junkie....shoot I am a tv junkie period!! LOL


So many TV shows so little time!!

all the reality shows little people ...fat people ...messy people...reproductive people...LOL

ohh and when I am not watching TLS I am onto HGTV...LOL

ok I seriously need a life!

hummm

Checking into copyrights gonna get the poems copyrighted...
it is really very easy the process... just not so easy letting go of them.

Renouncing the fear tho - God is in this work so how can I go wrong> hummm?

Rainnnnnnn

Ok so it has only reained a little bit ...well all day really and I am so tired of it! Why? becasue I have nothing to read!! LOL if I had a good book then I could snuggle in and read .
Sighhhh oh well

Right now I am waiting on my FP Bible study group to get here for our summer meeting...

I am also still waiting on my Pampered Chef order!! it should be here tomorrow....

Have I ever said I was good at waiting?? I think NOT!

rumbling grumbling....

why can no one replace the toilet paper but me?? people do we need lessons on this simpe task? And what about the loading and unloading of the dishwasher is so darn hard may I ask?? hummm???

I have been on a reading frenzey which is probably because I am hiding from something ...hummm what could it be...the pain of my son not calling? I know Josh is all full of himself and his bigness...but hello??? Didn't he get so mad at Jeremy when he did this very same thing? of course different when it is himself I suppose ...
And the Rick thing letting it go ...giving it to the Lord...
meanwhile I have read thru 8 books maybe?? ok 1 1/2 on the trip the rest here read one yesterday ...
I probably need to hit my knees and go to the Lord -- I guess the good thing is reading aint eating ,...but it is still avoidence...

on the up side ...I am loving my house -
sighhh it is good

July and at long last vacation!!!

Today Scott and I are leaving for Shipshewanna IN the land of Amish and fried chicken!! LOL I am so looking forward to the huge flea market and the laid back life!

Jen is off on her mission trip and everyone else is busy working! All the kids who can not wait to be grown ups are now finding it isn't all that glamorous! Work work work...LOL

We tried to get some family issues resolved yesterday or if not resolved then clarified...but Beth was not "ready" to discus it -
And Rick seemed clueless as always - We are still holding his feet to the fire on this issue and will not back down . Until he seeks change in his behaviors we will not be part of his life - nor will my children. yesterday was the first I have seen him in 7 months wierd really- but in all honesty it has been good for me to not be subjected to his comments and such .My heart goes out to Beth but living in the sea of denial is not a good place to be. oh well ...

we are unpacked and loving our new digs. Scott said if we couldteach Molly Room service we could just stay here!! LOL But off to shipshy !