wow

living a surrendered life I think I get it, Now it is living it - God is so awesome my heart is brimming over with His love for me for all of us really , I know He loves us all equally but I would like to think He has a special place for abused and neglected kids..

tonight I feel like a precious jewel of Gods...

tonight marks and ending and a beginning...

feeling badly

have you ever said something and then feel really bad ? of course everyone has... I just feel like I put my foot in my mouth with a friend and it wasn't my fault I just feel badly that she might have been hurt even if it was inadvertantly by me. I feel realllyyyy stupid

ughhaaruggggahhhh

ok now I gotta let it go right? RIGHT...sighhhhhhh

first place

Well Dave says : As far as your weight goes I believe it will not be an issue when you learn to take Jesus as your everything instead of using food to fill the need inside. You will then eat for sustainence rather than for emotional reasons.

I started weight watchers but just HATE points... HATE the group junk

Some friends have said first place~ first place ( thanks Mary ,Carol , Donna!)
everything in this last part of my healing jurney is leaning towards JESUS being FIRST PLACE in my life... DUH I am such a dork ---

We know this is truth- ( the Jesus thing NOT the dork thing!) I KNOW this is truth Jesus has to be first place -
SO starting the first place bible study ...Seems so much better then WW or even SB not sure about the whole calorie counting thing that seems hard but the scriptures I am underlining WOW

Nahum1 : 7 The LORD is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in him,

Zechariah 4: So he said to me, "This is the word of the LORD to Zerubbabel: 'Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit,' says the LORD Almighty. msg Bible says :: Then he said, "This is God's Message to Zerubbabel: 'You can't force these things. They only come about through my Spirit,'

Humility Kim --- God has told me over and over I am nothing - humble myself I am not Him I can't be God not my god not my kids god nobodys god coz...I ani't GOD...

I can't do this only thru His Spirit can I do this back to John 15:5
I am the vine ....apart from Me you can do nothing -- the words of Jesus right there ...

ok well something I read today was just do the first right thing,,,, I think God wants me to do this - so I am doing the first right thing-

Homecoming

Here are the group of girls Jen went to homecoming with...

are they cute or what??!!

new BSF year

yea new BSF year I am excited tho obviously miss my old group but...sighhh the new group will be fun too...I am sure of it, coz God is good! He knows me...LOL and He loves me...

let's see it is the last photo class did I learn anything...yes...a little wish I had more time to have put more into the outta class stuff... don't feel like I will carry it in my brain long...LOL

DOF...PV...TV... f-stops... metering.... uggghh...with all thats going on in my world who can think....

ok well what eles ...

BSF thought of the week,,,,
if there is no conflict between what you read ( in Bible study) and hear ( in lecture or sermons at your church ) with how you are living then there is no truth in your study - God works thru His word there is thinking and changing going on in growth--
the TRUTH of scripture must bring change and growth.

WOW ...

parental heartbreak

heart is battered and bruised by the things they do
they do wrong while smiling and saying Jesus loves you
they sit in the church and hear all that is right and good
but then comes the girlfriends and not doing as they should
they laugh at your values snear at your rules
they sneak around like we adults are all fools
when did we lose those babies so sweet
the small little hands the sweet little feet?
why are they living like eternaity doesn't matter?