WOW She is gone....

Well we have done it ! 

We have launched the baby off to college! Yup! She is gone and I cried ~ 

oh yes,I did and I have had sadness and emptiness and felt lost and confused and still on some days it is darkness that heralds my mornings not the light . Most days now tho my smile meets my eyes and more and more it even meets my heart! God is good to see me through this next phase of life. these next steps of motherhood that shall soon turn into grandma~hood. 

Summer on fast forward

Summer is over! No really Some schools start tomorrow! Crazy how fast it goes when you are busy!! My cousins from Sweden were here for a lot of June then they were gone most of July then back for a few days and now gone again!! things coming up....

•  Josh and Lauren's wedding - that is this weekend- another son married seems unreal!
• We have to get Jen ready for school she goes Aug 24th 
• Jes is getting married Dec 15th -this will be the first time she will be gone for Christmas
• empty nest...

This summer has been so hot the drought is still on we need rain bad.

And my abstinence- rightttt no abstinence