Monday, September 28, 2009

quiet

I need to sit and just be quiet--
to hear what God has for me - to get serious about hearing Him-
why can't I just be quiet? after all those years of head noise
it is so hard to be in the quietness of God.
the TV the radio the phone the dog - all begging my attention
day in and day out and yet God is also wishing my attention He has more for me then anyone and yet I push Him out with all the noise of my life

the last couple of years -5 years or so between the healing of my life and the roller coaster of emotions jes and school and the mistakes she made the boys and the craziness of the last couple of years - Jeremy and Morgan - Rick and all that goes with him and the things he has done to my family -
quiet being quiet --- God quiet -- is it even possible for me to sit in silence the doubting voice in my head says no way But I think with practice I can do it -

Sooo -- I better get to practicing being in the qietness of God

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