hummm

well it has been a whiole since I was on here ...been going thru some medical junk that hopefully will be figured out soon-- going for a scope of my upper GI which is much better then what will come second which of corse will be the scope of the lower GI...I dont know why they cant just put me out and scope it all...LOL meet them coming and going...so to speak...

Anyhow this weekend we are going Family Camping with people from our church so this oughtta be fun! tho I hate missing Sunday church...sighhh oh well gods got us in the woods too!!

I just want to say I love the Lord He is so increadably awesome all that HE has done for me to see me thru the crap-

For those who think life is hopekless well come and meet my Jesus -

We as a church are getting ready to do the book - one month to live--- and looking at what you would change in your life if you only had 1 month to live -- it oughtta be powerful...course my first answer is to heck with the diet ...chocolate all the way!! But I am pretty sure the auther means what legacy and what things of eternal value will you leave....
It makes me instantly sad becasue of the Rick junk thats gone on ... I do not hate him I just want him to admit what he is doing and get the help to stop.
He thinks it all can just go on ..like nothing ever happend ...well for me no it can not. -For my kids no we are not accepting perversion as the new norm-- He doesn't want to talk about it neither does Beth -- so life goes on for them ...but someday he will act on the wrong person and the police will be called and he will have to face the consequences...

sighhhh