Wow it is almost Christmas - I love Christmas now -
After many years of tears and trials of Christmases spent torn between 2 households - some years going to 5 or 6 Christmas celebrations in 2 -3 days leaving those celebrations feeling empty and lost the true meaning of the Season lost amongst the traveling from one house and one family to the other house and the other family and the extended families the step families the aunts and the uncles with faces unfamiliar, the cousins you don't know and the cold feeling that comes from being in a rooms full of people who not only don't know you but have no clue of the pain you are feeling . And then at the end of the day you are alone-
But that was Christmas past
Christmas now is Peace - it is seeing the day for what it is - the day our Savior was born - all the rest the presents the chaos the food the people -- all just bonus.
I honestly am so blessed in this life of mine - and am at peace inside myself for the first time in well forever I guess or at least as long as i can remember back - Oh theres still trouble and drama and things in my family that are not resolved but hey God is good and ONLY God is good all the rest of us well not so much -
But He sent his son as a poor little baby to save this fallen world.
wow
Christmas a day of celebration.
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