Tuesday, August 11, 2009

out of sorts

I feel out of sorts today but not out of my mind sooo that's good right?
I am not sure why I am out of sorts but have felt this way for a few days...a few weeks ... maybe because I am not turning to food ...maybe because we are doing a spiritual warfare series at church... maybe because as a mom I am still adjusting to the kidlessness of this new life - Jen is still a kid but less kid like everyday.
and how do I complain? I have such an awesome life an awesome hubby an awesome house... and great friends ...tho maybe it is because my friends seem to be moving on to other places ..it is another one of those shifts in life ... in friendships... moving has put me out of sorts it seems ...no neighbor friends...the family thing is still not resolved and soon the fall and winter holidays will be upon us... what I FEEL like is I have no soft place to land...I KNOW that is not truth ...FAITH FACTS FEELINGS... hummm gotta remember that...

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